Much Better

Feeling good now.

Humidity has broke.

Humidex below 90 Fahrenheit.

Nice days, all symptoms are gone.

P.S.
Love you Diane, {Eliana} with all my heart.

Getting Easier

That's easy to say.

Brain pain diminished.
Chest numbness diminished.
No more face numbness.

BUT,...there is always a BUT,

Blatter control worse.

I'll take that over what was affecting me, sometimes a little embarrassing, but I have to deal with it.

A little leak versus the pain, bearable.

How do you tell everything to those that you love.
Inside you want to, but, the suffering and pain that may ensue is unbearable.

So, we keep quiet, silent, about how we feel.

So we make excuses;
Sorry, I'm tired today, I've been under allot of stress, I having a hard time coping...etc;
and so it goes...

1 drink one day, it can be a completely different experience the next day.
How do we cope with this.  What about our loved ones.  They see a different person, personality?

How am I to say everything. There is always far more than can be recalled as I am writing this, or talking.

It is a full time job just maintaining a façade that everything is normal,
But it is not!
We pretend,  imitate, do what seems normal.

BUT, We are stronger than everyone thinks.
We are taking our weakness and utilizing it in a "normal" world.

This is not always our world, but WE can adjust.

ALONE time is for us to adjust, re-calibrate, how we need to adjust.
We are not ignoring you, just trying to adjust to what is deemed  "normal".

P.S.
Love you Diane with all my heart.

STRESS in life.

Here we go AGAIN, STRESS.

I try everyday to avoid it.
I try to ignore it.

I go about my daily routine without dwelling on it.
I think that it is not effecting me.
Diane tries every day to shield me from it. God bless her.

THEN

BANG

First, occasional "brain pain".
Second, chest numb on left side from front to back. Not so occasional.
Then, last evening, above 2 symptoms with numbness on left side of face.

Today a bit easier, face numbness gone, others still existing.

Concentrating more on what "I" love.  Diane and family,

Not what others may think, imply, believe, or, try to impose on me.

This is my life, not what others may choose for me.

I will overcome with Diane's, and my family's support.

Love you, my sweet Lass.

As a side note;
Corn grew about 4 feet, 120 cm, in the last 2 weeks.
Replanted soybeans looking good.
Wheat maturing good, and yield looks good too.

3 Year Celebration

3 years today since my Liberation Treatment (CCSVI).

Still doing quite well, avoidance of STRESS is paramount, as well as eating the right foods.

Eating right not only is critical for MS, but also makes large improvements to people without MS.

I'll try to post more often, if anyone out there is listening.

HAPPY CANADA DAY everyone.

PS. Our home farm was settled in 1857,...10 years before confederation.

Busy time of the year.

Been quite busy over the last couple of weeks around the farm.

84 Acres of Soybeans harvested, tremendous yield.
84 Acres of Winter Wheat planted. {George, if you reading this, YES, we plant wheat in the fall in southern Ontario}

Overall, I held up well.  Did notice difficultly navigating in the dark.  Could be MS related, or maybe it is just age catching up to me.

I'll go with the later for now.

Till next time,...Chow

Rachel Eyre - In Memoriam - Sarnia, ON - Your Life Moments

Rachel Eyre

EYRE, Rachel - In loving memory of a dear wife, mom, nana & sister, who left us one year ago September 23, 2011. This day is remembered and quietly kept No words are needed We shall never forget For those we love don't go away They walk beside us every day Unseen and unheard, but always near So loved, so missed, and so very dear. Always loved and in our hearts forever - Jim, Bill, Diane, Will, Mike, Marianne, Steve, Jessica, Kyle & Bob.

Miss you every day Mom, but, I know your in a better place and GOD is caring for you now.
Love, Bill.

Feeling Better

Diane and I got away on the weekend, to Caesars Windsor, and watched Russel Peters.  What a great time, and laughed for 2 hours straight.
Stress, that was built up, vanished as I forgot about everything, except to take a breath between laughs.
Monday today, and nothing bothered me, at work, or at home.
Just have to realize that there are many things I can't control, but, I can control how I react to them.